Is
it true that where you grow up is in your blood? If so, the dark, rich soil of
Kentucky and its iconic bluegrass pulse to a rhythm in mine. Archeologists can
tell by examining minute traces of DNA and bone fragments where a person born
centuries, even eons before, lived, breathed, ate, traveled. Astonishing,
really. Therefore it literally is in your blood. Is that why whenever I go home
and I travel the country roads around Lexington, my very heart feels full to
bursting with the beauty of it? Although I know it can’t be literally true, I
think at the time it’s the most beautiful place on earth. This is a thing separate
from memory, I think. It is sensory. Deeper even. Something organic. Arising
from within. Something in my bones.
So,
I’ve lived many places and traveled many others. Are all of these places
resting in my blood? My bones? The vivid season changes of Pennsylvania, the
sweet heavy air, magnolia trees, camellia bushes, live oaks, Spanish moss of
South Carolina? The rugged, wild beauty of the Pacific Ocean, the worn marble
steps of Rome, the ancient fountains, the reverberation of voices in the
theatre of Ephesus, the unseeing eyes of the caryatids on the Acropolis all
live in me.
Whatever
gives me life, whatever lives in me, whether soul or my imagining of it, sings
in my blood. How lovely to think that this singing might also be leftover for
someone to find buried in the organic me. There to find in all of us.