Wednesday, March 25, 2015

Seeking

I guess I would call myself a seeker. I am always looking for Answers, for Understanding, for Clarity. I want to know if there is a design and if so, a purpose in that design. I look up into the nighttime sky and think it would be ridiculous to think otherwise. There is definitely something.

I seek by listening to wise people or those considered spiritually enlightened. I seek by reading, reading, reading, not only fiction but reading for the truths that lie somewhere in most every author’s work. I am curious about their truth.

I work at not being judgmental. I work at not being around judgmental or negative people. Those that my mother would call a “vexation to the spirit.” She would advise me to nod at the good in them and move on. That was excellent advice.

I try to remember beauty by surrounding myself with it. This doesn’t mean I stick my head in the sand. It just means I try to sidestep violence if I can. There is enough difficulty around us every day without using it for entertainment. I try to remember beauty by watching that which elevates thought and by reading that which does the same. I remember beauty by being still.

I know all of this sounds rather esoteric. So be it. It has become my philosophy. Let me be the first to say I’m not entirely successful in any of this. Hardly. I guess it will always be a journey.


If I am indeed made of “star stuff,” I want to honor it.


Wednesday, March 18, 2015

MARCH 2015 BOOK SELECTION: MY TEMPORARY LIFE


I don’t use my Kindle too often. I really like it, but just prefer a book in my hands. When I travel, however, it’s wonderful. I have a whole library at my fingertips without the weight and bulk. So recently, when traveling, I ran across a book I had downloaded some time ago called My Temporary Life by Martin Crosbie. It was probably a free download so my expectation was not high.

I was immediately engrossed in the novel. As I was reading, I did a little research about it and ran across this: https://vimeo.com/48898277

In the video, Martin Crosbie talks about his road to publication. What was most surprising was his inability to find an agent, editor or publisher for this book after submitting around 130 times! I keep hearing this same story, over and over again. It seems agents and publishers, if they cannot categorize you in a specific genre, are reluctant to take a chance. Sure there are exceptions, but this is most often the case. Unless you are very lucky and/or persistent and/or a celebrity, you might as well save your time. It’s very disheartening, to say the least. Instead of giving up, Martin Crosbie finally chose to self-publish and became very successful. Okay, I’m off the soapbox.

I loved this book. It’s true it starts as a coming-of-age story and develops into something else, a mystery, a love story, a thriller. But he didn’t lose me. Instead I was pulled forward and in couldn’t-put-it-down mode. It was clear, well-written and fast-paced with well-defined, rich characters. I liked it so much I bought it in book form as well. Highly recommend.


Kudos, Mr. Crosbie, for not giving up.